dear old friend,

you deserve better.
and you know it.

I can't remember the last time I was so excited to go to school everyday.
Cortiva has been everything I could've ever dreamed of.
It's only week three and I can already give a pretty great 50 minute massage.
Once I get my table (in about 4-5 weeks), hit me up & I'll happily practice on you!
=]

Hugg & I are great.
Being with him is so right.
<3

Right now, I am loving life & I really like it.
goodnight, all.

Current Mood: grateful
Current Music: lazy eye- silversun pickups

new york was amazing.
as it always is.
i love my family.
i had a blast.
i missed hugg.
i won't complain.

family life is as it usually always is.
torn apart.
vincent is out of jail.
my mom and franki got into a fight yesterday.
franki is now living with one of her friends.
i won't complain.

i've changed my career plans.
i'm not going to asu.
i've decided to get into massage therapy.
my mom is dissapointed but said she would support me.
i guess i can't really expect any other reaction.
i won't complain.

i have a meeting on tuesday with the head of admissions at the cortiva institute of massage therapy.
i'm going to get all the information/financial aid settled, then i'm going to apply.
i'm excited/nervous/happy.
my aunt, my cousins, francesca and mike all support me.
right now, that's all i need.
and i'm grateful for it.

i've been talking to my dad via email for the past two months or so.
i have a feeling that's going to stop very soon.
i won't be apart of the illusion he has created for himself.
i won't accept it.

life is so funny sometimes.
 

Current Mood: creative

It's hard to believe I'm actually graduating tonight.  
Two years has literally flown by. 
I entered as an 18 year old high school grad.
And now I'm leaving as a 20 year old college grad.
I feel like a totally different person.
It's nice to think of how much I've changed.
I'm excited to see what's next.
=]

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Anthem- Rush

one week.
going strong.
=]

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: mary jane's last dance- tom petty

i don't want to say too much about it.
so i'll just say a little bit.
last night was badass all the way around.
<3
 

Current Location: room
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: sweet dreams (are made of this)-marilyn manson

well ladies and gentlemen, i officially have a new phone =D
it's a samsung sway and it's my new favorite.
i feel like i'm reconnected to the outside world.

my mom got married on valentines day.
yes it's cheesy, but she's happy and that's all that matters.
i feel bad because i'm not really overly excited.
i'm happy but i don't think i should be expected to jump up and down and clap my hands.
i just want her and rob to stay out of my way.
rude.
yes.
selfish.
yes.
but it's how i feel.

school is going well.
graduation is coming up.
i officially think i'm ready to go leave mesa.
if only for a little bit.

i'm making new friends at mcc.
it's funny because it's like the first semester i've done so.
rachel and elyse have both been really great.
not to mention jacob..<3

i've been buying books like crazy.
i love reading and i can't help it.
i've noticed that i have to read books in series.
i always need more information.

tonight is underworld with my two favorite girls =]
finally after weeks of wanting to see it!!
saturday is pink floyd with my favorite rockers <3
&monday is oreganos with my best friends to celebrate my birthday.

right now, life is good.

Current Location: worksieboo
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: la rocca

alrighty well i'm trying to get phone numbers from everyone.
i lost my phone..go figure.
but i'll be getting a new one tomorrow.
so leave a comment with your number and i'll put it in my new phone.
thanks =]

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: superstar- sonic youth

Maybe someone can explain to me why I have a constant headache everyday?
Why my headache can't be cured with 1500 mg of tylenol?
Any insight on this matter would be greatly appreciated.
=(

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: capitol pill-la rocca